Yeah, in a few days or so, hopefully, as his training will be over by then. I miss him terribly so as always. I guess the anticipation of seeing him in person is making it easer to wait. Still, I do miss him, seeing his smile and hearing his voice. I don't know yet if we will even get the chance to see each other here. I know I don't have the money to buy any more calling cards, so tel conversations are out of the question. It's only a month or so left till I am there. The thought clouds my mind and judgement. What happens if things don't work out. I'm nervous and scared. Yet in the back of my mind, I try to be positive, thinking, we're already crazy about each other...will it really matter now? Hmmmm...I really won't know will I till it happens....oh gosh. Fear is closing in on me. I won't let it control me, not this time, not with him...noooooooooooooooooo!
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